This weekend was pretty sweet.

Friday- Branna came & got me & I spent the night at her house. We took some pretty sweet pictures. I have some of them on myspace. You should check it out.

Saturday- We had to go to Branna's church for something. Then we pretty much just sat around all day & watched TV. Which was ok I guess.lol Then we walked out side & I didnt have any shoes on & I fell on a rock & killed my toe! It hurts so badd! Just thought I would share that!

Sunday(today)- I got up & my mom came to get me.Then we went & got some movies & something to eat. Then I layed for a few min. & thats about it.

And it's alright, yeah, I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just, take your love and hit the road
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

Comments are pretty sweet!

It's def. been a while.

Summer has been great so far. Except for those 2 weeks of Summer School. But, those weeks are over. I don't really know what to put in here because all I have been doing is partying & everyone pretty much knows how that goes.  I might find something interesting to write about. Oh, I have a myspace now. http://www.myspace.com/ruhnay09 <-- Comments are great.

Sometimes...you just gotta cut loose and party.

i think about summer
and it seems great in my mind
but in my heart, i know
all i will be doing is
thinking about you non-stop

ily; km an jb hh bp 

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Summer 06'

Here we come. && I am so pumped! Get ready.

I have had finals today... that's about it. Then tom. the same thing. Ahh... It sucks. I guess it is all worth it though. I can't believe my Freshman year is over. It went really fast. There are so many memories of this year that I will never forget. It was a great year... except for all the damn drama.

I didn't know anyone && I didn't have any friends at the begining of the year. Now I thank God that I moved here because I think I found a few of the best peoplein the world at this school. I am glad I met Kaylee && Alysha. I don't know if I could have made it this far w/ out them. They have helped me though alot. Now Kaylee has been gone now for a while && Alysha is not going to be here next year. Niether of them are going to be here for me next year. I hope I can make it. I hope we all get to ahng out over the summer. There are other people but I can't really name all of them. You know who you are.

last days of school are always so hard for me.
While everyone is sitting back and laughing,
I am just sitting here, thinking if i am ever
going to see these people again. But, then
i think again. And then i relize that you and me
will always be best friends and thats really
all that matters to me.

There has been so much that I have done this year that I am not proud of. Maybe I shouldn't go into detail... but lets say... I messed up. But I am going to forget about all of that stuff & I am going to learn from my mistakes && move on. Sound like a good plan??

Well I am going to miss everyone over the Summer... make sure you keep in touch w/ me. Ok? If you need my number just let me know. Cause I don't think it's a good idea putting it on here. lol.

Tomarrow is going to be great cause Alysha is bringing me Mr. Lion. He is the best stuffed animal in the World... Remember that! ok? It's a long story.

i don't forgive people
because i'm weak..
i forgive them because
i'm strong enough to realize
that people make mistakes.

ily; aan kam mep jeb nnm

Well I am done updating... Please leave me some comments! I would like them.

~It's almost Summer Time~

Saturday- Jo && me planned to have a party thing. Kaylee came a little early; so we got to hang out a little. So around 6 Jo, Hayley, Jennifer && there boyfriends all showed up. We hung out for a little bit. Then we headed down to the pond. We fished for a little bit. Then came up && started a fire. We all sat around for like the whole night. Jo && me got into another fist fight. It was great. Around 8:30 we ate. Then around 11:30 all the boys left. We all walked down the road && started taking pictures. They were so funny! Ahhh... It still makes me laugh! Alysha; To bad you weren't here!

Today everyone left pretty early. We took my sister home; Thank God!I am pretty sure I am not going to do anything today. I am just going to sit around I guess. There is really nothing to do.

Me && my mom got in a fight. I just wish we could get along. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't ever do anything right && nothing is ever good enough. I can't take this anymore. I give up.

they said change your clothes
she said "no i won't"
they said comb your hair
she said "some kids don't"
and her parents dreams
went up in smoke

morning came & i tried not to notice
it was time for you to move along.
the minutes fell like petal all around us
like a goodbye kiss; when goodbye felt so wrong.

I will update later!

Edit...

Sunday Evening- Kaylee called me && was like do you wanna go capming??  I was like heck yeah! So they came && got me. We went camping && fishin. It was a great time.

Monday/Today- We woke up. Went back to Kaylee's house. Got ready for the Races at 3. We were at the races for a little bit && Cameron Stoops tapped on my shoulder && was like heyy, are you to good to talk to me?? So a little bit later he came && sat w/ us. We all chatted then he had to leave. Shortly after we left. I just got home not to long ago. Then I changed && went for a jog. It was ok?? lol.

I don't want to go back to school! 3 more days left!! Ahhh... I can't wait!

ily; kam aan jeb 

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Well this week seems like it's been going on forever.

School is almost over... which means... Sweet Summer Time!

Alysha is in freaking ISS the rest of this week... which makes me feel all alone...

Jo Ellen has been with me since Sunday. She just left a little bit ago.

Everyone is coming over this weekend to go fishing at the pond. I think it will be great fun. I can't wait. If you now where I live you should talk to me && maybe you can come... just ask. All the girls are going to spend the night; but all the boys have to leave for the night...lol.

Well... nothing alot has happened this week. So... if you really love me you should leave me some comments!! Or if you don't love me you can still leave me comments.

I think I like someone. Shhh...

 kiss me slowly with your hands placed on my hips
and we'll make this a night we'll  remember..there aint
no one around but you and me no one has to know a thing..